AKA Phil Health Update- 5/12
Behind Door #1, we have a lovely stay at the University of Washington Medical Center, where the finest neurosurgeons at the 12th finest hospital in the land will carefully (one might even say “surgically”) remove what has been identified as a fast-growing reoccurrence of your old nemesis, Anaplastic Astrocytoma III.
Behind Door #2, we have a valiant attempt at shrinking, if not killing, said tumor. This will be followed by an equally valiant, if not exponentially more uncomfortable (not to mention expensive) attempt at finishing the job by way of chemotherapy. You know, the stuff that “finished the job” the first time around. This is the door where we start “trying” things…
Behind Door #3…well, this is the door that calls back those 3-5 yr life expectancy numbers the docs told you at your initial tumor diagnosis consult.
So, which one will it be?????
Turns out, Door #1! Having just returned from my follow-up consult with the docs at UWMC, a consult in which any of the 3 doors was likely to be an option, I find myself in the unpioneered territory of being thrilled at having brain surgery scheduled just 3 weeks from now. (Actually, they had an opening for the next day, but I was slated to have dinner at some friends’ house…priorities here, people)
Seriously, though, this was one of those meetings where I had absolutely no idea where things could have gone, and everyone involved sounded quite optimistic about the upcoming game plan.
Game plan, you say?
1) June 2 — Back to UWMC for Pre-Op stuff (oh, yeah, Seattle area friends? I’ll be talking to one/some of you about this one…)
2) June 3 — Surgery to remove tumor; pretty much exactly the same surgery as Aug 08, just w/ a smaller tumor, and a pre-installed entry port.
(otherwise known as Lump II: Son of Lump; “This time, it’s personal…”)
3) Next week (maybe two) after that — Recovery time: The first surgery had me down for about 2 weeks, as I rewired my movement centers. We still might have some of that this time around, but won’t know until I’m put back in the same situation, and my brain shows its stuff…
4) After that (timeframe TBD) – Chemo: Same as last time? Different, but same idea? Not sure yet; it all depends on how surgery goes. Either way, it looks like I’d be able to do it all locally again.
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A few random, scattered thoughts, before they escape me…
** Many of you have prayed for my health and general mental/spiritual well-being. I’ve really felt those prayers, as my mind’s been pretty clear and focused this week, my seizure-esque symptoms have died down a bit lately, and I’ve been really encouraged by various people and things. Thanks for each and every one!
** It sounds sick to say that I’m thrilled over an upcoming brain surgery (I called my sister, and answered, “Good news! I’m having brain surgery!”). But, really, given the above set of options, this was best case scenario for having an aggressive (growing pretty fast) cancerous brain tumor reoccurrence: it’s in a good spot, not quite as big as I’d thought (about 33mm by 14mm, something like a small baby carrot sticking out of the top of my brain).
** A sad, funny realization was made over dinner with my parents on the way home: we’ve spent more time getting to know Dr. Silbergeld (my neurosurgeon…how many of you can say that you’ve got a Brain Surgery Guy?) than many members of my not-too-remote family. Yup, I’m closer w/ my Brain Surgery Guy than most of my cousins…
** …something I’m not too sad about (the Surgery Guy, not the cousins). It dawned on me today, as I brought my parents into the waiting room with me (2nd set of ears = always a good idea), that Dr. S has always gone out of his way to make sure my parents have felt cared for, listened to, and comfortable with the wacky things he and his outfit were doing to their son. Very classy gent…
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Thanks again for all your prayers, encouragement, & support. I’ll keep you posted more soon. Much love to you…
May 13, 2010 at 5:19 am
Matt, I forgot to answer your questions. Here we go:
1) “So does the fact that you’ve got the plate make it easier for the doctors to get at this time around?”
- Yup. The plate they put in is just attached by screws, so all they need is a cordless drill, some caulking to seal me up afterwards with, and we’re set!
2) “And will you get to wear the helmet again?”
- Sadly, said helmet is no longer with us. It met a glorious, fiery, amazing death this past New Years Day. However, even if medical technology were to create a way to fabricate an *identical* helmet, that was pretty much a one-scenario pony. The only callback I’ll be wearing this time around is a re-awesomized scar…
May 13, 2010 at 4:40 pm
I guess if you are thrilled about brain surgery, who am I to put a damper on it?!
Seriously, Phil- I am SO thankful that this one can be taken care of fairly easily.
Prayers and hugs,
Barb
May 13, 2010 at 4:58 pm
Phil, you really are one in a million! You are such an awsome guy and I love watching your spirit in all this. I know it must be tough but God has blessed you with a wit beyond measure that encourages us all to step up to the plate and face some of our own fears and tough times in life with, at the very least, some of your zest for life. You are always in my prayers. We all are blessed by having you here with us. ~Britt
May 14, 2010 at 12:06 am
Ha – I loved the “Let’s Make a Deal” metaphor. Monty Hall was the guy that used to open those doors…Jesus is opening our doors. All the opened doors work for good (somehow) for those that love Him and are called to His purposes…I believe it…I just don’t understand it very well when the door has some nasty stuff there…I’m praying for you Phil…that God will use this door for good in your life and others…and that your next door will be total healing.
May 14, 2010 at 12:21 am
Phil, I can’t believe you are seeing Silbergeld. I did O.R. nursing training with him in nursing school, oh so long ago. I remember him because he wore a funky light on his head and he asked to have it adjusted by the nurse. A medical student knocked me out of the way to adjust the light and grabbed the light so hard I swear she gave him whiplash. As I recall, she was excused from the ER that day… Small world. I will be praying too. Juliann
May 19, 2010 at 5:13 am
Great story! And small world! Thanks, Juliann: I’ve “worked” with him three other times before, and have felt very blessed to have such a top-notch expert tinkering away on me each time…
(the first time I met with him, his line was something like “I’ve been doing this for 24 yrs, I do about 200 of these surgeries a year, and my nurse has been with me that whole time. We’re pretty good at this.”)
May 14, 2010 at 8:25 pm
Congrats! I’m glad you weren’t on the Gong Show, Neuro-oncology edition. Or Double Dare, Neuro-oncology edition. I mean, I can think of a lot worse game shows…. Win, Lose, or Draw? Fear Factor (in which your surgeon requires you to eat worms and walk on a high wire immediately after surgery)?
May 14, 2010 at 10:12 pm
I much prefer “The Neurosurgery Price is Right,” in which I am only operated on with the implements whose price I am able to accurately guess…
May 16, 2010 at 4:32 am
In the midst of some chaotic times, you really no how to make people chuckle and ask good questions. I have no doubt that God is using you in this process. Thanks so much for sharing!
May 19, 2010 at 4:49 am
Don’t let them cut the sense of humor part! We’ll be up there June 29-July 5. I’ll enjoy looking at your head